Friday, February 27, 2009

Life in a nut shell, as of now at least...

hmm... well i just moved into my new house last night.... we only unloaded my car and my bed, it was late by the time we got the truck and trailer back out their... but i love it already... i cant wait to get out washer and dryers!! that way i can wash all my clothes and get that nasty cigarette smell out of them... blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i have to take my comforters to the laundry mat.... so i can get the smell out of those too! I'm so excited!!! today i have to go to my apartment and clean and load up the last off all the little things i have left... i wanna leave it trashed but i don't want any one having a bad impression of me... I'm a clean person... but i would love to! lol also i have to give them another notice stating... your five days are up... peace out bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol oh boy :) so for lent i am giving up cursing.. (lol i just cursed too dang!) no more SODA! i have started to drink some here and their, i think maybe it helped put some weight on :( and NO BOYS!!!!!!!! I'm not going to do anything bad girl naughty at all!! but i think kissing is ok... just nooooo sex :) I'm saying that because well it hasn't been a problem for me lately lol but this last week johnny was feeling horrible... his little gf and him are done and he is like obsessed with her!! whoa its sad lol but anyways.. i went over cuz he didn't wanna be alone and i felt bad for him... and well ya know.... it happened.... cuz i stayed the night cuz by the time i got over there is was 11... i had to get up at 4... so i figured i would cut out the 45 minute drive to my apartment and stay their... and nothing happened until that next morning..... and i know that if i don't make this promise then more might happen and i don't want him thinking that i want us back together, cuz i don't and he is hurting and just wants someone, I'm not her... it wasn't a mistake but it sure wasn't a score ya know what i mean!?!? oh and i have not heard from Nathanael since that on incident... i talked to him for a minute through email TWO WEEKS AGO :( well fine then... i don't wanna talk to you either then... hmm!!! i miss you sissy....

CHRIS GET YOUR ASS BACK TO BASE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!

dang... maybe i should just forget about the cursing thing... lol

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey there beautiful...so i see the whole cusing thing didnt work huh..lol..well I wish i was at base already. cant wait to get back to our normal things. How was the house move, you should drop me your address so i can write to you at Your New Home!...gtg talk with you later!