Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Poor poor pitiful me

Hmm... well its almost christmas and its getting harder....
mama called me last night cuz her chest was hurting (we call eachother when we are sick..) i asked her if it was heartburn or heartache... she said she didnt think about it until i said it but she thinks its heartache... i miss my family.. they way it was over 6 yaers ago.. when we all where here together in visalia on collge ave.... :( everytime i go home, its not home, there is so much missing and im seriously afraid of more missing next time... i try and talk to at least one of my family members a day... i dont ever want us to stray away from eachother and become like alot of other unfortunate families...lol last night i was shopping for my brothers and i called bubby like 10 times calling asking for his and pauls sizes on clothes and stuff and his girlfriend to get her stuff... i love my family so much, it just kills me to think that its getting smaller ... i want my brother to get married to missy and have kids... and i want to to.. but not for a bit lol i want all of our family to be close and never stray away from eachother no matter how far away we are... i miss daddy and cathrine.... i miss home

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