Hmm... well its almost christmas and its getting harder....
mama called me last night cuz her chest was hurting (we call eachother when we are sick..) i asked her if it was heartburn or heartache... she said she didnt think about it until i said it but she thinks its heartache... i miss my family.. they way it was over 6 yaers ago.. when we all where here together in visalia on collge ave.... :( everytime i go home, its not home, there is so much missing and im seriously afraid of more missing next time... i try and talk to at least one of my family members a day... i dont ever want us to stray away from eachother and become like alot of other unfortunate families...lol last night i was shopping for my brothers and i called bubby like 10 times calling asking for his and pauls sizes on clothes and stuff and his girlfriend to get her stuff... i love my family so much, it just kills me to think that its getting smaller ... i want my brother to get married to missy and have kids... and i want to to.. but not for a bit lol i want all of our family to be close and never stray away from eachother no matter how far away we are... i miss daddy and cathrine.... i miss home
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