Yayaya i know... johnny is a jerk... Nathanael and i are friends... and we are real and upfront with each other... (now that he has figured out i DON'T wanna tie him down... DUH) and friends is all he and i need to be... johnny has my lotion at his house... and I'm very upset about it... my sister gave it to me for Christmas... :( oh well if i don't get it back ill just have to order another from Avon... hmmm... I'm done with johnny... if he wants to be friends and hang out in a public setting.. cool but never will i sleep over again... or kiss him or whatever... its not worth it to me.. and yes i like Chris.. i care about him alot... and because i care for him as much as i do... i don't want to even think about talking about being with him... he is in a very... well fucked up place... and right now he needs me as a friend... not another girl trying to get commitment out of him when he has no where to go... ya know? so as of now he is my best friend (your my bestest birdy :P ) and that's all i want from him... is his friendship... :)
BUT
I'm over it... i don't want to talk about johnny anymore.. ew...
i have started doing yoga at the gym.... it was cool... nothing like at a yoga studio.. but still a good work out to say the least... and the gym by my house opens at 4 am!!! so i can get up at 5 and go work out for an hour before work.... I'm gonna start trying.. because once school starts that's the only time I'm going to have to work out... except on the weekends... so I'm going to try and bust my little booty this month... well next two weeks at least lol
last night mark (my friend i met through Amy) and i went to stingers and i sang at karaoke.. lol it was a lot of fun... only one song.. then he felt sick so we came back to my House... hung out till 2am! talking... his gf has an 18mo... cute! not his... but we always talk about things that are bothering us or whatnot... its cool.. he is a really good person... its a nice change of pace...
oh I'm going to Nashville this weekend :) gonna see my friend Shannon... she has a little boy bun in the oven :) she is as tiny as you... its gonna be funny to see her with a little bump lol i cant wait to see her big bump at her baby shower! lol
love you! Muah!
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lol let me know is im going to look ridiculous being pregnant or not, haha! Tell her congrats for me on the bun in the oven. Im very proud of you for your conclusion with Johnny. You deserve better and he isn't willing to give better.
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