Move to Pluto...

I thought that when you move in with someone, you become closer!? i learn to have more respect for that person and their feelings and emotions.... oh wait I'm talking about normal roommates right?! like you and i Alyssa?! last night i was so humiliated! heather made me look like the dirtiest pig ever born... OK maybe not that bad..lol but it really hurt and made me feel uncomfortable in my own home! her dad was visiting and i met her older brother for the first time ever... and she was like "oh well if you clean up like this after ever meal there will never be a messy house, like i cleaned up after you today and you never even said thank you!" i was like heather don't even talk to me like that... and she was like oh well you never said thank you... and i told her whatever I'm not even going to bring it up... I'm not going to start anything, you know i get when i get mad... or defensive... so i just didn't say anything and went straight back to my room... i was so embarrassed, she was standing where her dad and brother and her bf could see her and she was pointing at me like a little kid tattle telling... she made me feel so small... just because she wanted to make herself look good... wanting to impress her family... i text her telling her what she did and i didn't appreciate it and at first she was like ...right..... and then i said more about it and she said ...whatever... and then i told her thanks alot now i know that i can never bring my family around her because she was embarrassing and rude and i didn't want her to act like that in front of my family.... and thanks for making me feel uncomfortable in my own home.... and she said to grow up!!!!!!! i said oh I'm way far past that, stop trying to impress your family by making me look bad, they are your family no matter what!! and then she said sorry, but i didn'tknow if she just said it so i would get off it it or if she meant it... but then i talked to my friend and she said that she told heather i mopped and heather said, oh it doesn't look like it! are you kidding, i don't know what to do... i clean all the time, sorry if I'm the only one there most of the time and i leave some dishes in the damn sick, get the fuck over it!!!! and you know she has left messes that i didn't touch for a week to see if she would pick it up... um NO i had to and it was gross she leaves open food out all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i found a fucking cockroach in the fucking house the other day!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so damn pissed! i don't want them i hate them and she is in some fucking fantasy that oh i can leave cookies on the counter over night and no bugs with ever come into my house! are you fucking SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..... i get so fucking heated when i think about her... all she does is talk shit about me... and I'm starting to learn (even more) that girls are fucking dumb ass whores that need to fucking fall off the face of this damn earth... except Alyssa :) lol and who ever else i want to stay..lol which is few!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna live alone... but i wanna stay in that apartment.... i love it! i like the location and the way its starting to feel... I'm kinda not wanting to move anymore, which is weird lol i have been moving so much.... its kinda gotten in my blood, but i like this place.... and i wanna stay she told my friend that she and i arent going to stay roommates... I'm good to be honest! i miss you sissy.. i want to live with you like we always planned :(... i cant wait to see you... i will be coming home in a few weeks i hope... i just wish sometimes that i could move somewhere so far away... like another galaxy... hey PLUTO sounds good!! so far it's the farthest planet ... i just wish i could be alone! just me... and my sevenn...