Diagnosis...

So i went to the doc last Thursday, ya know... for my headaches and migraines... well she said i have muscle spasms in my neck and shoulders.. and i have to get physical therapy..and she put me on these headache pills but i can only them at night cuz they make me sleepy... so OK i have yet to start my therapy... (i start Friday!) but i have been taking those pills... i have been sleeping better, and no headaches when i wake up but by the time i get home from work, or to work... i got a headache.. everyday!! for the past two weeks, everyday i have had a headache, and the two weeks before that they were sinus headaches... i had some pretty vivid dreams the night before last... one was about me and my family and Nathanael, we had a big beach house (2 story) and Nathanael had brought his (7yr) ex with him, he was so mean and vicious to me... he broke up with me to get back with her :( and he did and said a lot of hurtful things to me, and then we were all on a talk show and when they were on i was back stage in our "dressing rooms" lol and i went in theirs and he had pix of him with so many other girls, and i could hear him telling all of them exactly what he tells me .... it hurts so bad, and it was only a dream... then i had one that i got a tumor in my head, i had to do kemo...(however its spelled) and i lost all of my hair! and i knew i was going to die, and i saw my mom crying... i felt so guilty that i was going to hurt her... and then the last one i dreamt i couldn't have kids!!! i woke up in such a horrible mood... i felt so drained and hurt... i think all my worries and worst fears have been getting bottled up inside and i didn't really know what they were until i dreamt them... and sissy, I'm scared! i don't want something to really be wrong with my head... my headaches wont go away... and it seriously is scaring me... my old landlord.. he had cancer (but is a survivor) asked me if i had done an exam (the female ones) to see if i had any lumps and such... that scared me even more... people that get cancer... they get headaches! the doctor said sometimes we get them for no reason... but why do i have them everyday! I'm absolutely terrified!