Ok so im having a downer day.... i fell fat, im worried im going to fail in school... i have wayyyy to many bills and no money... im working my day job, babysitting and doing all that i can... but i dont know what else to do... i found my new colelge of choice... NAU... (Northern Arizona University) its in Flagstaff... :) its beautiful out there..!!! but i have to get through community college first.. and i cannot figure out a major.. that i really want... im soo nervous!!!!!!!!!! im practically starving myself to death... i cant afford to go to therapy cuz my insurance wont cover any more appointments and my neck is seriously starting to kill me :( im getting my headaches again ....im super duper worried.... i miss my family terribly!!! i was balling my eyes out the other day (period never helps anything) about missing my mom! i feel selfish always being so far away and im jealous that my brothers and sister get to see her and hug her everyday! :( oh well get over yourself becky!! im going to start being better... i promise sissy....
im going to start working out twice a week (after babysitting) and im not going to go out or anything during the week.... only school!! work!!! babysitting! and working out.... and the weekends... well im going to have to split up my time for school and fun... i dont ever want to get behind in school... not for a second! please help me with lots of support... i need it... im super scared... i need my A Bird! XoXOXo i love you!!!!!!!!!!
Hey Chris.. miss you
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I thought you were supposed to be coming to town soon?? that would help u a lot! you need to spend time with your mom, your family, and your friends. you need a break away from reality or you, my dear, are going to keep having your breakdowns. Its not healthy sweetie.. YOU need to come first!
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